I miss SM

I miss shopping in Shoe Mart. I already make a list. I need to buy some goodies over there. It's too expensive if you will buy here in the united states. I know i will be pretty busy lady. When i will be there... go here, go there my life. I don't know if i can hang around for one day in shoe-mart i know that i will be so busy that day. Miss you Shoe-Mart or SM. I miss the food, the fruits and dried fish.

I miss everything. Before... i love to hang-out inside the SM. Eat my lunch. Watch my favorite movies. Watch their entertainment. Sit around the corner when i am tired. I missed it terribly. See yah...

What else i need....

Making list in what to buy? Its really hard because i don't know what to buy. Laugh. anyway, i'm just kidding. I already wrote everything what i need to buy in the Philippines. I'm still thinking of other things than to buy. Like going somewhere... make a mark. I loved beaches so probably i will visit one of the famous resort in the philippines. And i will watched movie there...for sure! hope there is a good movie there... in time of my vacation blues. Ciao...

Sent messages...

I sent message to this certain lady. She bid twice already on my items. At first she didn't paid me. No messages, no anything. Ebay, said i need to wait 4 days. Then after 4 days i can close the transaction.Then i need to sent again the 4 days. Wow, its 8 days already. Then Ebay...remind me not to talk harsh words etc. To avoid bad effect or negativity in my part. Its really hard on my part also not get pissed. Anyway, i tried my very best not to say anything bad. This is my letter

....Just let me know, if you are ready to pay. This time i will not close the transaction. I will give you 10 days from January 07,2010 to January 17,2010 i hope you're your not get offended i need to report it in ebay in order to get back my refund for the SALES that i didn't get paid. Everytime i post i paid posting FEE for certain days.5 days up to 10 days. Then plus the total sales of the amount.I'm not earning much money here sometimes,i lost some hundred dollars for these expensive hobbies. I hope you will understand. Thank you. Good day.

I hope she will pay this time... happy reading in my blog.

Christmas ....

By, 12 midnight its Christmas Day in the Philippines. I missed it so much. Christmas Celebration in the philippines is no other. There is no comparison. I missed, everything. I don't know which i missed it, because i can't find the words to say it. All i know, is i missed the philippines everytime christmas is approaching. Maybe, its true that people is have no satisfaction. Because i vividly remember the time, when i don't have so much. I wished i have something like these, like that, food like that and like this...now i can provide for "noche buena" that money could buy here in the states. Especially food. Well, that was before... "Food" is unreachable, even "pancit" is like heaven. I will never forget, those times of my life... sometimes, i can't help myself but cried. Tears is unstoppable...sometimes. I dunno why, maybe i'm just emo. Well, so much of my reminiscing... i am very very much happy here. My darling allen loves me so much. And I love him so so much also. Still, i missed christmas out there... Merry Christmas everyone...

Smile at insults...

" Smile at Insults, Laugh away, anger, payback arrogance with humility and you will forever at peace" This is i always keep on reading when, I'm mad with somebody. Today, I'm badly hurt with somebody i know of. She said, something its really insulting but who am i to judge her. Do not judge and you will not be judged. I'm just still human so i felt burn. I burn with her insulting words, i wanted to cried but something happen. There's no tears will come out. Perhaps, its because i wasn't really in my body. I read somewhere, if you want to get the peace you want 'leave your body and believe what you wanted to believe in. Because there's always hope in believing. I will just keep in my mind. 'I'm not here to please myself, because if i will i might end up going in asylum. (Ciao) Happy merry Christmas, everyone...

I'm disappointed,

I'm disappointed again. I send 4 balikbayan boxes to the philippines, last october 10,2009. I don't know what's going on about it. Because my friend Ate Joy, she told me her balikbayan box is already there... infact i was ahead of her. I sent 3 weeks advance than her box. I'm not happy the way it is now...because i want them to get that box before Christmas. Anyway, i will wait 2 days from now, if i didn't heard anything from them. I will complain about it.